They never realise
Sometimes you just have to do things on your own for you to not get hurt.
There are reasons why certain people create a barrier between themselves and another person. It’s because people tend to take everything for granted. They want us to be an open book, want us to open up our feelings for them. At first we refuse because we know better but they know how to break walls. So they keep going at it, trying their luck and we’re such fools for falling for it. So we let our guard down because we thought this time it might be different.
It’s never different. They’re all the same at the end of the day.
I only have so much that I can take. It’s time for me to build up those walls that protected me. Slowly, maybe I can let go without getting my emotions to die on me.
God knows I’ve gone through that before and I can’t go through it twice. I just can’t.